Someone read my vague entry a week or two ago, the one where I basically just said that I'd decided not to post an entry because it was too personal and depressing. Because I had been so vague, he worried he might have been the cause of my problems. To ease his mind, and also because if I was worried about sharing too much then I shouldn't have started this in the first place, it's posted now.

Let me add yet another disclaimer: things are rarely as bad, or at least as bad in those ways, as they were when I was writing that entry.